So this quote:

‎”And I urge you to please notice when you are happy, and exclaim or murmur or think at some point, ‘If this isn’t nice, I don’t know what is.”—Kurt Vonnegut

is all I thought about today. 

Because I hold so much anger and sadness, so close to me that I can’t even see when I’m truly enjoying something. 

I spend so much time just trying to control everything that goes on, and I waste moment’s everyday. 

There are some thing’s that will never change.

And I’m finished worrying about them.